I think it has been very long since i last blogged. I just got the time to drop by. I hope that this will be a short post.

First of all, these two weeks have been the worst 2 weeks of my life, so far. Emotional dilemma, relationship issues, unexplainable fatigue, and only God knows what are the bloody things that I have been going through.

Firstly, emotional dilemma. Thanks to my ever-perfect monthly cycle, I got my PMS on time this month. It just amazes me how all the problems on Earth will somehow dig all the wormholes (lubang cacing) just to find me during my PMS. Thanks a bunch.

I'll save the relationship issues section for the later section of the post and let me proceed with the unexplainable fatigue. Explainable actually. As usual I couldn't keep my ass stuck on my chair and purposely looked for another problem. I had another dance performance on the weekends for our 12th Medic Nite. The Dinner turned out to be gorgeous, thanks to the-2-months-hard-works of the committee members. But much to my disappointment, my dance performance didn't really make me so happy..Well, it was good as thousands of compliments poured down ( that is a mere exaggeration), but self-satisfaction wasn't there. The only reason, i dropped my fan during Chinese fan dance.*Swearing* But i must tell that i looked sexy in that Cheongsam i was wearing. And i was really surprised and enjoyed (a bit) when Bed grabbed and squeezed my butt.Oops, no more details on that.

And thirdly, the relationship issues.
1. I hate you Bas...d!
2. I hate you Bit.h!
3. I love you darl.

to whom it may concern, please stay out of my life. I cared for you and I really showed that I did. But, if all you want is to fcku my ever-blooming love story, I am sorry to tell you that, Please find another person, because I love Yogendren with all my heart and I will never stop loving him. And just because he doesn't display his affection, that doesn't mean that I deserve a better person, and even I do deserve a better person, that person would still be Yogendren s/o Rakupathy.

To whom it may concern (number 2), Hey bitch, u can act like you are Queen Elizabeth and seriously, I am so not intrigued by your glamorous talk, your disgusting face nor your art of slamming door. And guess what, I can slam my door so professionally better than you, but if i do, that would just make us similar which is a big No-No because I am not Ugly like you. Both literally and figuratively. Let me add something, I seriously hate you, bitch.

To whom it may concern (number 3), Almost two years I have been with you, and I think this is the worst time for both of us. I really think that this whole situation is just to test the strength of our bond, and trust me, I think the bond is strong enough, because we trust each other. I don't care if anybody try to bring us down or try to break us apart. Let those jealous eyes get glaucoma and be blinded by our love. (Alamak, too jiwang and menggelikan la pulak).
Whatever it is, I love you and I think that matters the most to both of us. And I cant stop thinking about your dad.


Deep thoughts:
1. I am going to maintain a good distance with everyone.
2. I am not going to be so friendly with guys.
3. I am going to stop crying for silly things
4. And even if I cry, I shall not give a single hint to Yog that i have been crying, coz he'l hate me for crying.
5. I love my family.
6. I wanna hug u, kiss u and...hehehe
7. Ooops, this was supposed to be a short post.
8. Okay, not dragging anymore.
9.Last one, I feel so much better now. Thanks Xanga.
10. Thats all, Bye and Good Night.

Although i am so damn excited right now, i know, i should start with my usual greetings.

Hello, hye people.

Guess what, it is 7th October!!!!

I dont know how the night was for him, but for me, it was the best dinner i've ever had so far, and not forgetting, the most expensive one!

O, we went to the Marriot Hotel at Putrajaya  and found a very romantic table at the Tuscany Restaurant. We ordered a lot of foods that we dont even know how to pronunce their names! Its an Italian-based restaurant basically and the food was marvellous, and the waiter was very friendly and helpful, his name is Mr.Real (just for the sake of gratitude), really, his name is Real.

Yogendren in his new shirt. I bet he wouldnt have worn his new G2000 if he knew how the day gonna end!!


I dont think that this is a very appropriate picture but dont go too detail ok?

The purpose of posting this picture is to show the drink that i had. Known as Shirley's Temple and made of grenadine and cherry. and it was awesome! Totally!





And this is showing Yogendren eating some kinda stewed fish. I dont exactly remember the name, but the fish was so juicy that it made me go Oh My God!!


Medical friends, try to guess what are the muscles used to produce this expression? I think, its, external anal sphincter.




i think this picture is fabulous. So like a star, well, I am one.  



And to complete the dinner, we had a liquor ice cream, specifically, Bailey liquor, and i guarantee u, it was amazing, but left me amazed and puzzled few minutes later!! Not just because of the prize, lols

So all these food costed US like million bucks and though it was expensive, we had fun, seriously.

So, after the dinner, we went to Sri Serdang, to a lake just to kill another 30 minutes, and my head was on his shoulder and his hands were warming my hands up, and we had some good, yet crazy conversation.
And, sharp at 12.00 a.m, I wished him Happy Birthday!!! It was so awkward coz both of us knew that it was 12am and i was supposed to wish him and i was there, confused, didnt know what to do. So, to make things easy and interesting maybe, I kissed him..not on the lips.hehehe. Sssshhhh..dont tell anyone ok? hahaha

And back to college, my friends were waiting with a cake and eggs. We had fun, with throwing eggs everywhere, feeding cakes to each other, and me getting so angry with Shapiq (waitla Shapiq, mati ko, bday ko nanti 2 tray telur aku pecahkn kat kepala ko!!)..God, i am just so damn tired now.



Best friends forever!! Simply the best!



The distorted cake, thanks to Shapiq and Dodi!!




The macho man or bajet macho kot?



Eggs and cakes everwhere!! Yucky honey, u r so yummy!! hahaha..UUeeek!


okay, i actually want write about so many things, but i just couldnt keep my eyes open anymore.

u guys might find this boring or hello,- its-just-a-birthday-party-thingy, but for me, i was so damn happy,though its not my birthday, i am glad that i shared those moments with you! And i hope to be with you , being the 1st to wish u, Happy birthday Sweetheart, for each birthday of yours!

ZZZZZZzzzzzzz.XOXOXOXOXo

 

Parents advisory is recommended.

ok, this is not for those who are shallow minded and underaged!

stupid title i would say and the bangina = bang vagina! i just wana make it 3Bs..

ok, so as usual i was surfing through Xanga and found this ridiculously stupid post from Mancouch. Things that gus like it seems and women are the second one in the list and i didnt even bother finding for the topper of the list coz my foot hurts so much coz i had a sprain during my..its ok, nevermind!

And magnifying into the post, what they actually like about women are just/mainly:

1.Sexy boobs
2.Vagina
3.Great butts

and when i finished reading it, apart from feeling happy (partly satisfaction), i just thought that guys are disgusting, perverts and guys are so GUYS! yucks!!

yup, we are mammals and we do it like mammals do..i mean copulation..and u guys cant copulate with your own kind, so, we are here to be your counterparts..right? well, i am certainly not denying on that fact... but what disgusts me the most is, apart from being just mammals, arent we special with integration of something called enhanced multitude cognitive skills? Then, why are you guys  looking at us just as an subject( or the worst,OBJECT) for sex?

Look at a woman, and the first thing u check out on her is, yeah maybe the face, and next, further down, further down ,etc and only God knows what is on your mind! Luckilly, our vagina is not protruding like our boobs! ok, thats stupid, i cant even imagine..lols. at least, we dont like men for their penis and balls right?

i know, if anyone from Mancouch reads this, it is surely gonna offend you guys, and there will be some sarcasm exploding in the air, so not tagging Mancouch in this,,

continuing, how can the other parts of a woman are categorised as Miscellaneous? Hair, eyes, intelligence, Multitasking-capability, curves, etc are Miscellaneous? God, we worth more than THE boobs, THE vagina and THE butts!!! and stop X-raying us through!

Well, u guys talked about what u really feel, now i would like to say this out loud., behalf of all the most beautiful creation in the world, women.

We are not just biological, we are not just for sex!!

And enough with the emotional part,i am proud to be a woman, coz i have sexy boobs, vagina and butts!

hey, i am not a pervert.